urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daveysucks daveysucks daveysucks 2008-04-30T22:21:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daveysucks:913 2008-04-30T22:21:48Z 2008-04-30T22:21:48Z &nbsp;<p>well, i'm gonna be a dad.</p><p>the due date is december 3rd.</p><p>we're stoked.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daveysucks:752 2008-01-11T20:55:03Z 2008-01-11T20:55:03Z i want to live a life worth writing about.&nbsp; not just for the amusement, but for&nbsp;honesty, integrity, and&nbsp;straightforwardness.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />for some reason, every new year is a battle for me.&nbsp; moreso than birthdays, even.&nbsp; when i look back and see the things i have not accomplished and how much time i have completely wasted, it makes me&nbsp;very depressed and unsatisfied with my life.<br /><br />i have changed a lot, some ways good.&nbsp; others, well, i guess you&nbsp;can't have the best of both worlds.&nbsp; adapting to new situations is one of the most important skills anyone could have, in my&nbsp;opinion.&nbsp; i have never been one to enjoy routine, but for some reason, it&nbsp;now&nbsp;makes every day easier to wake up&nbsp;to.<br /><br />for the longest time i was someone who had to&nbsp;be completely surrounded by large numbers of people&nbsp;to feel&nbsp;accepted.&nbsp; for once in my life, though, i have realized that the only person you need to&nbsp;be completely happy with is yourself.&nbsp; if you wake up and do not love yourself, then you will have a very hard time loving someone else.&nbsp;&nbsp; you can not hide behind others and let them live life for you.&nbsp; or&nbsp;think that the only way to live life&nbsp;is with many many friends.&nbsp; i've been very fake to many people; i've lied and cheated my way through much of my life.&nbsp; but for once, i can truly say&nbsp;that i am becoming happy, in it's truest form.<br /><br />sometimes you have to be completely broken down to truly understand what you have and don't have.&nbsp; and what's real or what's a figure of your stupid imagination.&nbsp; it's a difficult thing to wake up one day and realize you didn't give your all in much of anything.<br /><br />life doesn't have to be exciting and spontaneous all of the time for me anymore.&nbsp; and instead of seeing that as a bad thing, i see it as an opportunity to enjoy life in a different aspect. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daveysucks:272 2007-10-16T22:51:41Z 2007-10-16T22:51:41Z &nbsp;i will soon begin to share my feelings of the world with the world, once again.